I just can’t do it anymore. I mean, I could, but I just don’t choose to. I don’t want to. I don’t want to be at a 6 or 8 hour event about Marketing, or Sales, or any other damn thing. I have a need to do a lot of different types of things in one day, and sitting there captive just isn’t my gig.
Damn.
I’ve become sensitive to how I feel - not just to the feelings, because I’ve always had that - but to how good or bad those feelings are on my nervous system and my mind. If it’s too much, it’s outta here.
Quality of life is completely opposite to urgency. And I’m effing done. I get angry about it all because I don’t want to be that urgent woman. I have proven beyond the shadow of a doubt that it doesn’t do a damn thing for my business nor for me personally!
Joy as Sonar!
“The generous present moment” (Joe Dispenza’s beautiful phrase) is all that we have, all that we are. Even in any kind of situation that is horrendous, this is where our power lies and it is where we live.
The generous now, where everything that is the high energy lives. And we need only a sip of this to change us or the situation. I am so swayed by the meaning, the energetic messaging and the weight of the words that I speak. You are too. It’s the nature of our communication.
And this morning I awoke and I felt, “Enough.” Tired of fighting for joy. It’s the same as Gregg Braden’s story of “praying rain”. You don’t pray FOR rain: you pray rain. It means that you practice feeling it, knowing it, remembering it, and knowing that THAT IS ENOUGH!
Let it come.
Just let it come.
And there is nothing more to do or say.
